A Beautiful Mess


Wednesday, April 15, 2009; 6:24 PM
The Plethora of Exam thoughts.

-I had an Amazing dream the other day, first time i had a dream of conscious literary value, like i was evaluating as i dreamt it, i call it
ARIALAND

one day must get down to writing it.

-The other day i did something unexpected, i was talking to steph.
so weird right, but guess i did anyways, and well, i'm glad i did.
She sounds so untainted by exam stress!
anyways. i was envying her for being to go America and dance, and all that jazz,

but i guess she doesn't have it easy either.

being alone overseas is no joke,
i would enjoy it, but at a time when she needs lotsa support,
hmmz, i guess its harder.

guess i can only tell her to enjoy what she can. and dance it all out! haha..

-ARRRGH. Prof Angela gave me a B+ All because my grammar was off! That is like the dumbest thing i could do to myself! like i said to Damien, just have to do better in Exams!

-Thank you Damien for studying with me. really, mugging for Lit is not the same without you.

-OMFG!!!!! i slept the day away!!!!!!!!!!!! and tml i have an exam!!!! this means no sleep for naughty apple tonight!!!!

And apple can do it!!!!! its memory and vomitting time!!!!!

ROARRR.

Why did i just roar.

Canteen Five Uncle says ppl drop hair cos think too much.
maybe i really do think think too much.

on an excess of intellectual processes,
My Plethora of Exam Thoughts


posted by Apple Bapok


Monday, April 13, 2009; 2:59 AM
I WANT

I WANT 4.2 THIS SEM!!!!!!!

APPLE CAN DO IT!

HE WILL DO WHAT HE CAN!

THIS IS TO REMIND HIMSELF NOT TO SLACK!!!

HE SOUNDS LIKE A RETARDED GUY SHOUTING AT TEH TOP OF HIS VOICE AT A CLIFF BY THE SEA!

My Love For You Is Like A Shiny Heart-Shaped Metaphor About The Sea

4.2 THIS SEM!!!!!!

ROAARRRRR!!!

YEAH!

peace.


posted by Apple Bapok


Thursday, April 09, 2009; 8:27 AM
MY ANKLE

Dear ankle,

Please heal.. dear ankle.. it hurt alot when you stopped all the dreams hat i had, i finally had a nice one. dear ankle, i don't know what i did wrong. i did not dance or do anything vigorous anymore. is it a curse? is it a haunting? or can someone please tell me why i deserve to go through this much physical pain? can someone please let me know why i deserve to go through this much stress and heartache, worry anxiety, inadequacy and now, physical pain?

i cannot walk. i scared cannot even go to the exam hall.

help.

please let me go through this exam..

Apple


posted by Apple Bapok


Friday, April 03, 2009; 1:52 AM
Black and Gold.

First of all,

OMG OMG OMG!!!!

My fave choreographer is Keone Madrid, and his choreo to this song is fantastic!

Black and Gold Choreo by Keone Madrid



the song sings what i feel really.. take away the happiness surrounding most of the choreos for this song, its really quite an emo song.

The lyrics are great and the emotions are real, and the beats are... WAH.

Listen to it!



Lyrics to Black And Gold :
If the fish swam out of the ocean
and grew legs and they started walking
and the apes climbed down from the trees
and grew tall and they started talking

and the stars fell out of the sky
and my tears rolled into the ocean
now i'm looking for a reason why
you even set my world into motion

'cause if you're not really here
then the stars don't even matter
now i'm filled to the top with fear
but it's all just a bunch of matter
'cause if you're not really here
then i don't want to be either
i wanna be next to you
black and gold
black and gold
black and gold

i looked up into the night sky
and see a thousand eyes staring back
and all around these golden beacons
i see nothing but black

i feel a way of something beyond them
i don't see what i can feel
if vision is the only validation
then most of my life isn't real

'cause if you're not really here
then the stars don't even matter
now i'm filled to the top with fear
but it's all just a bunch of matter
'cause if you're not really here
then i don't want to be either
i wanna be next to you
black and gold
black and gold
black and gold


Dedicated to all those who are always there trying to pick me up..


cause if you're not really here
then i don't want to be either
i wanna be next to you

Black and Gold.


posted by Apple Bapok


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