A Beautiful Mess


Friday, June 24, 2005; 12:28 AM
Going away

hi.. i'm going for a Council training camp, go seniors and juniors tog and play with juniors at St. John's island... hahah.. hope it'll be fun... i'm loking forward to it... hahahha..

"And although there's confusion
we'll find a solution
to keep my heart
close to you"

haha
addicted to this song my love intro me.. its really really nicee.. go listen! A1's "forever in love".

i'm worried abt swee.. she seems to be going through some rough issues, and i'm stuck in btw. hmmz.. dunno if i should go ask if she's ok.

everything's gonna be alright
everything's gonna be alrght
everything's gonna be aright
be strong
believe

like yellowcard sings.. heee...





finally, my bill was $335.
yes my hp bill
yes

crazy.


but even better still she felt bad and worried for it. dear its not your fault and thank you for telling me how you felt at the mall today. i reallly really appreciate it. also i will keep trying to give you wad you really really deserve,

security.

because"And although there's confusion we'll find a solution
to keep my heart close to you"



i'm forever in love with you. =)


posted by Apple Bapok


Tuesday, June 14, 2005; 2:15 AM
The Truth

Don't anyone read this wrongly

[[James Blunt's "You're Beautiful"]]

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.


posted by Apple Bapok


Sunday, June 12, 2005; 4:53 AM
My love


This is my love. my happiness and my joy. i do not deny that it does hurt. i love her alot. and many times i just wish that we can communicate more, share more, and at the right times. because for alot of times, if the communication is right, we prevent and avoid alot of unpleasantness. but i really want to thank my dear for trying and learning. i believe that one day, we will be able to reach a level, where we will share, on the spot, how we feel, and relate truthfully and honestly and be open to ourselves.

thank you dear, for joining me on this journey to loving you more, and knowing and understanding the person i love.

Dear pearlyn, i love you.


posted by Apple Bapok


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