A Beautiful Mess


Saturday, December 30, 2006; 4:39 AM
Fancy Hair, Black Tie, High Heels, Bright Eyes, Thank You.

*Sleek White Shoes, Black Cotton Pants, New Puma Belt, Pink Collared Shirt, Striped Black tie,
and oh, that sweet chocolate blazer.

Welcome! Welcome!
We don't check your pass,
you'd better move in fast,
before the guest of honour comes,
and try to sit with your class.

Hello! Welcome! Long time no see!
How are you!? Where is she?
How have you been? And what have you seen?
And Oh!! Look at Vicknesh! he's lost 50 KG!
Really, this dinner's just jolly!

Running, shouting and singing
taking flowers, hard time finding
giving, hugging, photo-taking
smiling, laughing, joking, much hand-shaking.
Oh, and yes, ticket selling.

After all been played, said and done,
The DXO Party's just begun!
Music and cameras still run,
flashing, capturing, everyone.
a nice chat with mr ng, we had one.

We were among the last,
to leave the suntec city doors of glass.
Wondering, pondering, deliberating, where to have a blast.
Called and checked if friend was still with class,
saw, met, and was dragged up the bus.

Sat in the bus.
Got off the bus.

Moonlight, Stars, and lots of Beautiful Cars,
walking them home wasn't very far.

We're just left with me and you,
i say congrats, good bye and good night to you.

Fancy Hair, Black Tie, High Heels, Bright Eyes, Thank You.


posted by Apple Bapok


Monday, December 25, 2006; 4:54 AM
Lonely Christmas.

oh, i'm fighting these tears.


posted by Apple Bapok


Sunday, December 24, 2006; 2:13 AM
Xmas wishlist!

1. Apple Ipod Video!!!!! [cos i lost my nano~T-T]

2. OK GO deluxe dvd edition!!!

3. ALL of MUSE's CDs

4. For me to go out with all my friends!!

5. for pearlyn to meet me T-T



-watch out for my totally hilarious resolutions! hahaha


posted by Apple Bapok


Friday, December 22, 2006; 12:42 AM
街角的祝福




I can only pretend i didnt see, that kiss you embraced each other with.

街角的祝福

词曲:戴佩妮

多少个秋,多少个冬,
我几乎快要被治愈好。
但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题,
就无心自扰。

也曾想过,若真遇见,
我们应该如何是好。
我想我还是会站在某一个街角,
不让你看到。

只因为我不想打扰,只因为怕你解释不了。
只因为现在你的眼睛里,她比我还重要。

我只好假装我看不到,
看不到你和她在对街拥抱。
你的快乐我可以感受得到,
这样的见面方式对谁都好。

我只好假装我听不到,
听不到别人口中的她好不好。
再不想问,也不想被通知到,
反正你的世界我管不了。

若不想问,若不想被通知到,
就把祝福留在街角。


posted by Apple Bapok


Sunday, December 17, 2006; 2:40 AM
I Wanna Blog

I want to blog.

Something Heartwarming
Something Sweet
Something Humbling

Something Emotional
Something Powerful
Something Passionate

Sophisticated, Complex, yet so simple.

Something to show my literary dexterity.

I want to Blog.


posted by Apple Bapok


Sunday, December 10, 2006; 3:13 AM
oh, what's that? it hurts. ouch

H*watching tv*

*door open*

*watching tv*

"what time already!!! WHY YOU STILL WATCHING TV? still don want to sleep.. GO AND SLEEP, TML STILL GOT THINGS TO DO AND..."

"why you shout at me? i can do it one..i alot of times sleep late..its ok one.."

"Later you wont have energy i tell you.. DUN TML YOU TIRED SLEEP UNTIL THREE P.M. DE SAY YOU TOO TIRED DUN WANNA GO.. I TELL YOU.. YOU BETTER GO SLEEP NOW.. WHAT IF YOU TML SLEEP UNTIL.."

"WAIT! thats unfair, am i such a irresponsible person?"

"..SLEEP UNTIL THREE BAD FOR YOU LATER YOU SLEEP LATE.. NOW ALREADY ONE I TELL YOU GO.."

"HELLO! i WONT do that ok!?"

"...mumble.. mumble.."

ignoring.

*door slam*

*tv sound*

*20 mins*

*door open*

*watching tv*

"HEY I TELL YOU TO GO AND SLEEP!! NOW IS ONE O CLOCK LE! I TELL YOU TO GO AND SLEEP WHY YOU STILL WATCHING TV!?? IF TML YOU VERY TIRED.."

fed up

doing housework

watching tv

"... DEN YOU DON WANT TO WAKE UP DEN YOU STILL LIDDAT! NOW WAD TIME LE! ONE O CLOCK ALREADY!!! AND YOU STILLL..."

*switch off tv*

"HUH!? WHAT YOU SAY!?"
"..I TELLING YOU TO STOP WATCHING!!! AND NOW IS ONE O CLOCK LE!! STAY UP SO LATE.. WHAT IF TML TIRED.. DE.."

"I GOT SLEEP THIS LATE BEFORE?"

".. IF TML WAKE UP LATE THEN HOW WE GOING TO GO THERE.. AND IF YOU NO ENERGY TO WHA.."

"I GOT SLEEP THIS LATE BEFORE!?"

"..ND IF YOU STILL VERY TIRED HOW AR.. YAH LAH YAH LA, I KNOW YOU GOT BEFORE BUT NOW YOU SO YOUNG.. DEN ONE DAY TWO DAY YOU STILL CAN TAK.."

"DEN WHY YOU OVEREACTING LIKE THIS!? i can take it right? den even if its only one or two days it won affect tml right? den what yu not happy about?"

"..ND IF YOU STILL VERY TIRED HOW AR.. YAH LAH YAH LA, I KNOW YOU GOT BEFORE BUT NOW YOU SO YOUNG.. DEN ONE DAY TWO DAY YOU STILL CAN TAKE IT THAN AFTER THAT YOU TIRED!! SO BAD FOR YOUR.."

"YAH HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! THANK YOU!!"

"..EALTH AND LATER NEX.. YAH!!! I KNOW ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!!! SO!?? I KNOW ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!! SO!!!!!???.."

"yeah. thats why i say thank you for your birthday present"

"...YAH LAH YAH LAH! I KNOW YOU CAN! YOU NOW SO YOUNG.. YOU STILL WATCHING!! LATER I GO AND SWITCH OFF THE TV!!! GO AND SLEEP!!!! YOU THINK YOU SO YOUNG BUT ITS.."

"the tv IS off!! I SWITCHED IT OFF TO TALK TO YOU!!"

"..AD FOR YOUR HELATH AND YOU! YAH LAH! YAH LAH! YOU EVERYTHING ALSO CORRECT!! YOU THINK YOU VERY BIG!!! YAH YOU MUST MAKE ME SO ANGRY LAH! I TALK TO YOU MUST ALWAYS ANSWER BACK!! I SAY ONE SENTENCE YOU MUST ANSWER TEN SENTENCE!! IF ONE DAY I OLD LE YOU STILL LIKE THIS!!?? DUNNO WHAT KIND OF SON I BRING UP, BRING YOU UP FOR NOTHING!! TALK TO ME MUST MAKE ME AND ANGRY AND ANSWER BACK.. BRING YOU UP THIS TYPE OF SON FOR NOTHING!! I SAY ONE SENTENCE YOU MUST ANSWER BACK TEN-TWENTY SENTENCES THAN YOU HAPPY ISSIT!!!?? YOU THINK YOU KING! ANYTHING ALSO CAN DO OF COURSE YOU GOO.."

"HUH!? hey.. the one who is answering with ten twenty sentences is you!! NOT me!!"

"..ALWAS MUST ANSWER ME BACK DEN YOU HAPP.. YAH LAH YOU THINK YOU VERY GOOD! EVERYTHING YOU THINK YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN ME!! MORE CAPABLE THAN ME CAN DO THINGS I CANNOT DO!!! DON UNDERSTAND WHY MY LIFE LIDDAT I MUST HAVE THIS TYPE OF SON.. YOU MUST ANSWER ME BACK THEN YOU HAPPY IS IT!?? ALWAYS LIKE THAT. WHY? WHY? *start tearing* WHY!??.."

"HEY!! you very what lehs you the one who like that.. you the one who's answe.."

"..HY MY LIFE SO HARD!!? WHY MY LIFE SO *stupid sour trying to cry face*CRUEL!!! THIS TYPE OF SON WHOLE DA ONLY KNOW HOW TO ANSWER ME BACK TEN TWENTY SENTENCES!!! WHY MY LIFE SO SAD!! *stupid sour trying to cry face* MUST TALK TO ME LIKE DUNN.."

"rin.. YAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU WANT A TISSUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??"

"MUST TALK TO ME LIKE THAT!! WAD KIND OF SON BRING YOU UP FOR NOTHING! YOU!!! YOU ARE VERY SARCASTIC TO ME!!!! YOU ARE VERY RUDE YOU KNOW ANOT!!!! YOU VERY RUDE TO ME!!!! YOU LIKDE THAT TALK TO ME IS YOU VERY RUDE TO ME!!.."

"YAH!!!!!! I KNOW!!! I AM RUDE TO YOU!!!!"

"...YOU VERY RUDE TO ME!!!! LIKE THAT YOU VERY RUDE TO ME!!! YOU KNOW YOU SARCASTIC LIIKE THAT VERY RUDE TO ME!!!!!..."

"YAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I PURPOSELY SARCASTIC AND RUDE TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! IS I PURPOSELY ONE!!!!!!!!"

"..YOU LIKE THAT SARCASTI.. *silence*"

"YOU WANT A TISSUE!?"

"*crying* my life so sad.. got this type of son... i raise him up for *crying* nothing.. why the son.. *slamming furniture and finishing laundry* why my life liddat one.. raise the son for nothing *crying walking to room*"

"YOU WANT? i have WHOLE box here worz.."

*door slam*

*on tv*

fed up

unfair

aaaaargh.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh.

*10 mins*

*off tv*

*off kictchen lights*

*walk to bedroom*

*dig nose*

*msg pearlyn..*

fuck, i miss her.

*door open*

*msg sent*

*walk to kitchen*

*see her in living room*

"*forced and intentional gentle and caring tone* aye~~ YOU havn sleep ah?~~~~"

"*crying* I COME OUT EAT MEDICINE!!! I SO ANGRY I COME OUT EAT MEDICINE!!! SO ANGRY I EAT *stomping to room* MEDICINE.. IF I DIE IS COS I HAVE UNFILIAL SON LIKE YOU!!!!!!!!!!"

*DOOR SLAM*

*stand there look at door*

*off the last lights*

*walk to bedroom*

*look at bed*

*walk to study room*

*sit down*

*on lappie*

*blog*

hmmz.. happy birthday to me.
its like xmas.. suddenly thrusted with this feeing thats painfully gift-wrapped. i open it.

oh, what's that? it hurts.




ouch.


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