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Never mind, that i have to take it all,
never mind that i've been working like a slave,
that i've always been there always,
that i've been dilligent, and pious.
THAT i don't take offs and leaves.
that you come up with stupid ideas, and directions,
that i have to protect you when everyone questions you.
that you don't give me recognition, just more work.
More, and more, and then when your shit hits the fan.
you say its because i didnt do it.

Seriously Henry, aren't you ashamed?

and when the shit hits the fan of course anyone can scream
and say they want it fixed. but who does it?

Me, just me.

because somehow somewhere i let you.

Stupid Boss.

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OK. i took off for today. and i'm proud of how things went at work. harish is depedable as usual and wilson asked an inquisitive question. i'm going to ORD soon. i want to, and feel weird, cos i need to get thrown out of my comfort zone again. HECK! survival of the flexiblest!

Then today i went out with ben. he's going into the army and so i wanna say good luck bro! you're honest trustworthy and real, that should keep your nose very clean for very long. then he and adeline brought me to MAD JACK's which i think was honestly quite nice, and i ate alot today! what shocked me was how Ben and Ade can really EAT ALOT. one soup, one cheese fries, chicken chop, and cake of the day. den went back and picked up a kung pow chicken w/o rice, pig organ soup and fish soup! haha feels healthy! had a nice dinner with pearlyn den!

i guess i got really used to trying to eat less with pearlyn and wad we put in our mouths, now start to come under scrutiny of my guilt free consciousness.. haha.. dunno la subconscious and conscious confusing me. cos both want me to lose weight. and both of them look at the things i throw in. but some how they keep flashing the green light. haha.. right. blame the personified fictitious parts of my soul for my poor dicipline.. but well.. BIGGEST LOSER!

i bought a new dvd player today, and ben was very nice to follow me home and help me set up! Then when i reached home.. and we set up already,.. WAH this player really know how to play punk with me. . first the thing cnt start up.. and i'm wondering, wah first day use warranty le ah? haiz.. haha.. den ben found another power point den plugged it in! hee. next, after set up le.. i try to play my LOST 2 dvd. code 1. i remember asking the sales man..
"Can play different codes or not i need to play my CODE 1 dvds"
"Can.. Can.. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, all also can."
"hmmz.. ok lorz. i'll get this LG one lorz"
Then i press the play button. booyah, doesnt work. we flip the manual we scan the box, all it says is that it can only play code three.. i on the way to pick up the phone and KAO PEI the PS Best Denki salesman, den i saw a piece of paper on the floor, wah.
"How to select Multi-code for your player.:
power up and wait for no disc,
press pause and some funny code
select 0 for universal code
press pause to exit"
wah. worked. den no colour, but tweaked the wre here and there den worked le. this player ah.. haha, choo stunt.

Last but not least diahorrea. yes. i said it.. been lao sai-ing since thursday. and thursday i didnt eat anything special.. it started thursday morning, and the last meal before that was a mee goreng i had on the Wednesday before. haiz. lao sai really feels like shit (snare drum) and i haven been eating proper meals for lunch and all so couldnt be it.. i dun even know how many times i SHAT today. haha.. wish me luck and peace for my anus, rectum, and large intestines.

Gonna chiong Grey's anatomy beside LOST 2, and try to finish The Mallorean, by David Eddings. haha.. i just weighed my sef. and increased weight. i hope i lao sai a person worth of fat away.

so now i'm fatter i guess, cos the mad jack really cashed in but hey. its all good. cos i did all this,

On a Friday.

posted by Apple Bapok

Maybe i should be different. maybe i should be better.

i was told to be me. i was loved as me.

but why does being me hurt so much..

Have you ever felt a heart break? its not a thing of the mind, but of the heart.

A feeling.

Only felt.

posted by Apple Bapok

Hey hey hey! i went to buy two new babies!

a new Meizu M6 8GB player!

And a new Seagate FreeAgent Go! ^^

hee new techs..

And most important of all! Today pearlyn came with me to my grandma's place!

she's old with a walker and with an urine bag.. she's got a loud mouth and i still love her!

and of course!i love my dear! thank you for coming to my granny's place

and coodles to Auntie Annie! teach pearlyn somemore mahjong! so i can play with her!

YEAH!

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I'm gonna have a biggest loser competition with pearlyn. as of 010907 03:12, i'm 118.2..

Bring it on..

95 by xmas! ^^

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