i cried when i watched High School Musical 3.
Do you know why?

it was that scene where she stood out from the crowd.

like that time her smile stood out at the padang.


i cried when i watched High School Musical 3.




It was when he went to her, and sang for her :



Take my hand, take a breath

Pull me close and take one step

Keep your eyes locked on mine,

And let the music be your guide.





Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)

We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next





It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance



Take my hand, I'll take the lead

And every turn will be safe with me

Don't be afraid, afraid to fall

You know I'll catch you threw it all



And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)

'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are





It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance





Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide

'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop

Let it rain, let it pour

What we have is worth fighting for

You know I believe, that we were meant to be





It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance



Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance



And even though i cried like a little girl.
especially when i heard the soundtrack,

Thank you High School Musical 3,
for reminding me why,
telling me why,
after so long,

why, I love her.



i do.
Thank you High School Musical 3

I've been perplexed.
mugging,
troubling,
fasting,
thinking,
brooding,
feasting and even
dancing.

The only time i feel better is when i dance and now that MJ has to stop,
i keep bleeding love.



you cut me open,
and i..

I never healed when Kate Walsh left Grey's
I've never watched it the same way ever since.

I never healed when there was no more Gao Xiao Xing Dong
I never healed when i gave up my A1 science

I never healed when i knew Kurt Cobain died
I never healed when i learnt J.F Kennedy died
I never healed when ah ma left

I never healed when Xin Ning left
I never healed when Eileen liked me after i gave up
I never healed when Weiling left

I never healed when Weiling left
I never healed when i saw Weiling kiss her new bf under the stairs

I never healed when Pei Qin shook her head

I never healed when i stopped the movies with Khair
I never healed when i left YI

I never healed when i stopped talking to Liyana
I never healed when i stopped talked talking to Pearly
I never healed when i stopped talking to Applie

I never healed when i stopped talking to Swee
I never healed when i chose her over Swee
I never healed when i ignored Swee
I never healed when Swee Forgave me

I never healed when Daddy left
I never healed when that woman called
I never healed when i heard Daddy lie
I never healed when i saw Daddy pick her up

I never healed when i hated Vicknesh
I never healed when i hated Daddy
I never healed when i hated Daddy

I never healed when i COCKED UP JJ NITE
I never healed when i left Simon
I never healed when i talked less with Simon
I never healed when i stepped down at investiture

I never healed when i left JJ
I never healed when i had to spend my birthday in camp
I never healed when Harish scolded me

I never healed when Boh Wee misunderstood me

I never healed when i had to leave 3E3
I never healed when i had to leave 3E4
I never healed when i had to leave 3T2
I never healed when 3E3 and 3E4 failed their Mid-year exams

I never healed when i had to leave YI again
I never healed when i had to leave Roshini
I never healed when i had to leave Jan

I never healed when i hurt my foot

I never healed when i got "Bom Bom"
I never healed when we lost the Cheer Fight
I never healed when Cynthia didnt want to drink my sprite
I never healed when i was misunderstood

I never healed when i had to throw that water bomb at Pearlyn
I never healed when i had to miss investiture night
I never healed when she was not there when my dad was in hospital
I never healed when she said her friend had died
I never healed when i saw her cry
I never healed when i saw her cry
I never healed when i saw her sick
I never healed when she broke up with me after Taiwan
I never healed when she ignored me by that pool
I never healed when i think about that farm underneath a quiet night sky
I never healed when i burnt 3.5 years
I never healed when we broke up

I never healed when we broke up



But today Grey's Anatomy made me smile again. AFter teh fiasco of Kate Walsh leaving, Burke leaving, even the writers leaving, The show finally went back to its beauty and sophistication and finally after so long, i feel that Grey's Anatomy is once again fantastic.

That's one down.



Thank You Grey's Anatomy S05E03.

Be Bold

When we started out years ago
Warmth ruled in our little household
We cuddled and kisses would flow
Love and passion were uncontrolled.

But now I can no longer find the glow
All by myself I shiver in the cold
When a knife cuts, tears and blood flow
This scar in my heart I’ll bear ‘till I’m old.

I have to look ahead with courage, I know
Lift my spirit and better days will unfold
No one knows what the future will show
It is up to me to live my life and be bold.





i try.. but i don't seem to be doing a good job.

it really gets harder and harder.

its the lack of a sense of intimacy that i miss..

And life's been busy.. i'll concede.. but one look at my SMS inbox and i know.

It's empty.

and all this time away from a real relationship, my romanticism runs wild.

and its just pent up romantic urges.

i'm glad i know my feelings.



but sometimes, this urges get so bad, and my inspiration comes and no for them to receive.






"Thieves have hunted the skies for countless nights before you were born, to find the right pair of stars to twinkle as your eyes.



Which makes me wonder when i gaze into these windows if your soul is as boundless and vast as the beautiful velvet night sky.



And as a child with married palms does every night, it's upon your eyes that i wish and i pray, that on one faithful night, to see that fleeting twinkle of approval from your eyes."

-Apple



And when i create these, i remember, that i'm Lonely.

and FAT.

STILL FAT.





I'm Romantic,

Empty,
Lonely,
and Fat.