So i've just wobbled back from amanda's birthday party, and i'm a little red, from the alcohol, and its nice to sip your good ol' tap water, and feel the alcohol draining away. i guess i'm not tipsy, but i am a little high.

the night started off nicely, and in my opinion it was a fantastic outing. honestly. the food was great, and there was a very comfortable and kin atmosphere, which led me to feel at ease. we were making jokes, laughing and smiling, and amanda even approached me to help her make announcements!

then we headed up to have drinks and try to waste the night away. we then learnt some games and played for a while with much smiles and laughter and then the conroversy started.

many may feel that the night then turned for the worse here, in my opinion no, it was a perfect night. of course in between there was that sense of "loss" and muddling around, but even in those circumstances we were joking and and brawling and still chatting. and honestly how often do i get to see andre and adeline? how often do i get to see and smile that much. honestly i really enjoyed myself.

for those who went i implore you not to see the night in a bad light. it was poigniant, heart warming and sweet. i mean think about it. us chilling in one corner after our combined efforts to clean the mess on the floor. us lying down and talking about work, life, people, drinking. and us comforting the puking.

imagine that.. how sweet is it? just try to remember that scene, were we were supporting each other, and patting ppl's backs, and we were encouraging people. that fluster in filonia's eyes from her concern about wei jie. that shared silence and sense of mission me and gene gene shared. it was back to council days again. sending weijie back was trying, exciting and maybe straining but honestly, it was really very sweet. and honestly those who stayed back to comfort the unwell were also very sweet too! i mean just think about the night?

wasn't that a testimony of our standing friendship?

all these,
a show of care,
a word of thanks,
a simple hug,
a quaint picture,
the carrying of a friend.

all these wonderful things,


On Amanda's Party.











P.S. This is the first time We Jie say i fucking fat. Hmmz.