A Beautiful Mess


Sunday, January 22, 2006; 6:23 PM

what do i know about putting feelings into words?
what assurance do i have that you are reading this?
what do i know about dictating emotions into words?

i do not know.

i know i've lost contact with alot of people
i know i've not talked to or msged for so long
so long
too long

do they still remember me?
do they think about me before they sleep?
do they find themselves at a loss for words when asked about friends?
do they remb that i remb them..
do they cry themselves to sleep sometimes?
do they sigh when they thin abt friends?
i do..

i miss everybody.. but it feels like i just disapeared into thin air..
it feels like that doesnt it

so if i disappeared.. then will anyone fly by this blog again?
i dunno..

i miss everybody

i miss you all!!!!!!!!!!!!

I MISS YOU ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how do i describe the emptiness of a void
how do i describe the feelings of carrying a tornado's eye?
how do i..
how do i..

or does emptiness have feelings?
is void alive?

are they allowed to?

i dunno.... haha.. i try to laugh..



I miss you all..




PS: i haven forgotten you guys.. happy birthday! jere! idza!

and most of all..
happy birthday swee..


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