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Shirley says:

"aiyoh... because i know how you treat your gf what... she's more important than anything. i observed that okay. honestly ..., i know that you find something in her that u can love. and about knowing, i just know ya? ;) i think there's no point talking about the problem if it's already happened. just let it rest for a while and the solution will come to you."

Thank You jeremy.. it is something that i hold on to.. friends like you who just know if i'm screwed thank you i love you..

haha and for those of you who wanna know wads happening to this guy who tags every ice age.. here's a few updates
1. i'm gonna tag more often
2. i sorta added a link area below (FINALLLY!)
3. i just finished my 2nd last paper and am left with ONE LAST ONE
4. MISS MY DANCE GROUP IDIOSYNCRASY SO MUCH
5. Freakn lookin forward to A3's outing on the 24th.. (pls everyone go.. pls..)
6. in retrospect still sorta affected by my personal life and the paper just now
7. impressed by the nameless character (i will explain later)
8. im going to serve the nation on the 3rd of dec
9. gonna wanna meet up everyone

10. don't want you to think that i will be fine on my own.. call me out.. pls..

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OK.. i am thoroughly impresed by my determination to write a tag worthy of an obiously long winded individual i am..

okok now here i go.. ermz.. i just finished my paper 8 its one of my two most feared paper.. so yeah.. super glad its over.. me swee and char went out after that.. tried to watch movie.. and after finally deciding to go we discovered that it was outta seats..!!.. we rushed to the next place, suntec city, den discovered the timing sux.. we den went in to the wonderful restaurant sizzler.. i tried gettin an orange snow cap.. but then cldnt find a nice one.. den contemplated with buying a new sweater.. but my thin wallet turned me down.. so after that i walked past this choc shop and stopped to think. i dunno should i get her royce.. but then didnt get the chance to go back.. so ultimately decided to go with a safe option.. Den.. i went to get TWO oreo cheesecake for my dear.. den reached there, she's aslp so i pass it to her sister.. hope she doesnt eat it, and walk home on foot.. den i reached home, i talked on the phone and online.. and now. haha. i'm taggin.. again..

feel alive. invigorated. and rediscovered my passion to write and the wonderful cathartic effects..

OK.. yes.. i wanna tag more often.. i wnna tag more often i'll be in camp and losing touch with my frens.. SO FOR ALL MY FRENS PLEASE STILL CALL ME OUT.. and look out and keep in touch through here yeah.. i love you all.. and i will always remb everyone on my JC journey..

Today's paper was wierd.
onlyone way to describe it.. the paper was wierd.. the easiest question was prose.. and it was a bit too easy.. hmmz.. so i sorta overspent some time on it.. den wad happened was.. haha.. well i left with 1 hour to do the next qn drama.. drama was hard.. i was in depth and i finally got it..

it was the criticism of the futile imitations of the Indian society.
Due to the fact that it stemmed from unfair expectations form the English society.

it wasnt easy for me to come up with this in the normal 15 mins.. i really screwed.. and so it took me a total of 35 mins to nail all the things the playwright did to show this.. the play of time,set, etc.. den i looked at my watch and i scream in my head WTF!? i have only 25 mins to write this essay!? i have 6 page worth of material on my plan.. so i chionged the impt parts required from the question.. wow that sucked.. still didnt think that i cld finish at least 4 page in time.. i wrote one page, half the next page, and when describing the set, i drew.

yes i drew.
i drew for my fucking lit A level essay unseen paper question on drama! ... i must have been outta my mind nowi think about it.. ha ha.. i pray for a miracle that occured during the harvard equivalent of "Courage" to happen, and pray thet the examiners see it as a creative fibre..

and den i was so impressed by the nameless character in the prose he has no name.. he is just "I" omg.. so conformed, so assimilated and lost in identity and zero assertion of individuality.. wow.. Orwellian citizen ahhaha.. but hey.. he siad these few quotes i loved..

"My loins burn for a woman, even Shirley"
"I love Weixian"
"I seek his approval more.."
"As though after all this years she still trys to make sure i have food to eat.."

and my fav

"Everytime she's ill, I ache inside at my powerlessness"

Wow.. this i believe was a Singaporean writer so yeah.. anyways.. wow.. and so yeah.. i love this character.. and his wife is shirley and his daughter weixian.. and jeremy has now the pseudoname of Shirley.. and she aims to be the correct one.. but andyways.. i still wanna take some part of the blog to thank Phillip Jeyaretnam for his good work, and Jeremy for consoling me.. thank you for just knowing.. like the voice did when i read the paper.. even if i never once told you anything.. thank you..

3RD DEC i am going for my NS.. i'm going so early cos i have to do extra BMT (basic military training) and so as i was scheduled a date thats before my birthday.. since i'm going in before my birhday, i am, in the eyes of the law, a VOLUNTEER till my birthday.. yes.. its wierd they gave me the time and call me a volunteer.. i know it sounds dumb being volunteer for only days too.. but consider ppl who are serious abt a career in the army or saggitaurians who came late december.. haha.. so yeah.. at first i thought i was going alone.. and seriously feared not going with friends like jason but still i got it in and i should still be in the same company with my bigger friends. and yes.. Vicknesh is going in the same time as me.. ok i dun wanna admit it but form this nanosecond onwards i'm gonna acknowledge it.. i want to be in the same platoon with vicknesh.. adds a nice twist and flavour to our friendship.. haha imagine...

Officer: " Everybody PUMPING! DOWN!"
(motion)
Officer: (slaps forehead in shock at stupidity) "PRIVATE NG! GET OFF PRIVATE MANOSELVAM NOW! AND PRIVATE MANOSELVAM HOW DARE YOU ENJOY THAT!? WHO TOLD YOU TO SMILE!? KNOCK IT DOWN!"
(motion)
Officer: "PRIVATE MANOSELVAM WHY YOU UNZIPPING YOUR PANTS AND HITTING IT!? NOT KNOCK IT DOWN! KNOCK IT DOWN! PUSH UPS DEY!"
...

just imagine.. the anarchy at Tekong.. omfg.. gonna be freaking fun.. Muahahahahhahaha..

there's just this prob though a few days ago, mr Tan told me that i should go for an internship.. normally only hwa cHong JC can go.. but well this year its us.. so yeah.. hmmz.. he suggested i differ.. i dunno.. mr kok said no.. i dunno..

OK NOW LISTEN UP! IF YOU ARE A MEMBER OF MY CLASS A3, READ THIS:

COME FOR THE OUTING TO THE BEACH
AFTER LIT PAPER 4!

ok.. thank you.. cos we're having a little outing i have some plans.. picture this for me will you, us in a semi curcle beside a warm fire, (hopefully i figure out to do it if not screw the fire, i have back up plans) singing and having a thanking session.. yes please lets just go out.. our class camne togetehr and cbecame united at a time of strong adversity.. our year one was not that great.. but in times when other classes subdived and split, we were closer stronger.. so lets go already!okok? pls..
PS: those with guitar pls bring..

AND I FREAKING MISS MY DANCE GROUP IDIOSNCRASY!!!

i belong to a dance group called idiosyncrasy.. we look hot and good. this pic alone got us the 77th street funkiestgroup photo award.. ^^ we dance really freaking good.. i feel bad, cos i had to go study while they went to get good gigs haiz.. and i grew fat.. so unfair to them.. so i'm gonna go army and really sweat it out.. i really hope you guys remb cos i got you guys the contact you remb? or do you know? but it doesnt matter i just wanna dance side by side again, with the best dancers i ever danced.. you know wad makes us special? we dare to look at ourselves and say we suck and at the same time still expect alot.. thats why we look good.. i miss you all and hope i get to rejoin.. and if i do,
Watch out!FUNKAMANIA we're gonna funk you..

OK.. so that ends my thoughts for now.. gonna refine the links area.. and yes.. i wanna tel you
dun always think i'm ok and i'm happning and busy. i'm not.. so please call me out yeah.. ^^

love peace and everything nice..

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