|[APPLE]|

Hello.

i hurt my ankle. i dont understand really how it happened, but it happened.. i believe it was the basketball math i had last sunday, cos the next morning the real pain came in.. it was very difficult.. and very pain. luckily my dad took me to the sinsei to put the ankleback in place, but still haha.. the ligament's injured.. and the acupuncture needles sure helped in getting me to camp.. but in camp.. wah.. that was hell..
i remb monday night. where boh wee had to help me to the shower. i felt bad, felt helpless. futher which, the real agony was in the later part of that night. not a single position for the ankle did not hurt.. i remb it was three plus, and i was still flipping in bed, irritating Marcus (the guy that sleeps nextto me in camp) den i went to see the MO, and he sent me down to NUH, where the friendly staff there helped me took an x-ray and pushed me around in a wheelchair (yaya! first time in a wheel chair!), it was quite cool.. i tried parking a turning.. but i discovered the fastest the wheel chair can move is if someone pushes you.. there were no fractures seen in the x ray, but boy! did it hurt.. and my dad got me down, and sent me home.

MC for the week sounds fun at first. but on the week of vesak day, not so fun, dun feel like i earned a week. (was gonna treat the week like a free week anyways) but the worst part is having to sit my fat sorry ass onto the chair. luckily i downloaded a software called a veh player.. which is really good. haha.. and i've been watching eyeshield 21 the whole week.. trying to finish chionging it by next week.. but even thats a problem now, cos the player's run into some error, which th staff at the company's side haven seem to come up with a solution for yet.

EYESHIELD 21 is really an awesome anime about american football. bu it gets me so excited to move about and run and excercise, wah. indirect agony sets in. i wanna go run and all but haiz. the bloody foot's bandaged. i even have to wrap it in a plastic bag every time i shower. AARGH. i wanna swim. you know. seeing pearlyn loose so much weight, and listing to what vicknesh said. i think he's right.

"Its 26 weeks to ORD. You failed in the first 26 weeks. What you going to do about the last 26 weeks?"

thats it. i wanna lose weight. vicknesh ha me at this. all his other tauntings didnt work. but this one did. i promised myself t work hard in the army and i did, my work history and record is good, and i get my job done. hell even regulars have approached me thinking i was a regur or suggesting it to me. but really. i really need to do something. i wanna change how i lookbefore i go into UNI.

I miss pearlyn. She's in tioman. so i really hope she comes back safely. i hope to at least leave the west side of singapoe with her. you know, its like i really think things could be more happening, dea, we're limiting our activities. we go swimming together? and lets go to concerts, and go eat at ice restaurants, lets go window shopping in town, lets go take another neoprint. lets go clubbing! ^^ how about we go wakeboarding? seriously. haha.. i go ask GCX they all how to go.. me you, you bring one more, i bring vicknesh or ben lorz.. ^^

then i feel like a jerk. i haven seen Charlene and Swee fr three months, i haven asked about their health, abt their lives, i drifted, and it stings my conscience, when its charlene and swe that comes back around to TRY to meet me. and we wont meet for another one month. Charlene was really serious about it, and i well, i'm afraid, it starts with seriousness, frustration, den lost faith. i wann go out with you all please believe me.

on the topic of friends, DOTA with the guys are really getting fantastic. i think GCX is really a fast learner, and his attitude and expectations of himself really surpises me, and i believe soon, he will be a very good player.. i must buck up loh! its like he one week ago dunno, and the next he's an under average player. but the mos is gabriel! wah.. killed me so many times. must be careful. hee.. lets play somemore dota. we all really like it OWNAGE.

and something i've been neglecting to, is my writing and readin. i mean i'm an EL LIT student. lk at the passage i've just written. damn it sucks. lol.. but hey. its on the net, as long as it emotes, i'm cool. so i only put in effort in the title.(always do)
the 6 counts of syallble in "dislocated ankle", couples well with the 5 counts of "injured ligament", providing well paced ease on the read. which is to allude to a simple equation of event and consequence, where by here, the event(Dislocated ankle[observe capital 'D']) leads the the consequence (injured ligament[observe small 'i']) in the flow. "Scars of the obese" with its starkness in the choice of a strong pronounciating effect,(the "SK-" sound in "Scar"[once again observe capital 'S' to increase and empower the contrasting effect]) Reminds us(methe most), of the strong nature of the root of the problem. which has always been there, and never gone away, scars thats i've always have had, and am sick of having. and thus the bored, frustrated but helpless and tired little "ouch"[obseve downplay by use of small caps this time], downplayed intentionally to reflect the state of my view of my obese problem; SIAN.

hmmz. feels a bit rusty. ok. when my ankle heals. i will really work my ass off.

Dislocated ankle, injured ligament. Scars of the obese. ouch.

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