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APPLE.

2010-10-30T02:54:00.002+08:00

APPLE NG KENG EE. STOP. STOP. STOP. all you need to care about is doing your responsibilities well.You are a dancer, you are a student,a friend,a son,a brother,Do those first before you have the time to get sad about not being able to be someone's lover.wake up your idea. you know. you know. YOU KNOW, its not going to happen.you know you're not her type.you know she's not impressed by you.you

When you dance, this is how you look to me.

2010-10-27T08:29:00.000+08:00

"To him she seemed so beautiful, so seductive, so different from ordinary people, that he could not understand why no one was as disturbed as he by the clicking of her heels on the paving stones, why no one else’s heart was wild with the breeze stirred by the sighs of her veils, why everyone did not go mad with the movements of her braid, the flight of her hands, the gold of her laughter. He had

Let me be the devil's advocate.

2010-10-26T03:35:00.002+08:00

"you need to stop this and move on"Yes. i do. i need to move on. i need to walk away from all of this. but something inside me doesn't want to. it doesn't tie me to it. it doesn't force me to it. i am gravitated to all that is about her. i am gravitated to the simplicity and the beauty and everything about that smile. and she is not on another road, town, house, country. HELL, she's not even on

On Mdm Kwa Geok Choo

2010-10-04T12:11:00.001+08:00

I have been doing my best to run away from this blog. it hides the darkest and most emotional parts of my thoughts and feelings.but this time, an event has impacted me enough to begin writing again.Our Legendary Minister Mentor and first Prime Minister of Singapore, Mr Lee Kuan Yew, recently suffered the loss of his wife from over half a century of marriage.it has moved me enough to brush the

The Plethora of Exam thoughts.

2009-04-15T18:24:00.003+08:00

-I had an Amazing dream the other day, first time i had a dream of conscious literary value, like i was evaluating as i dreamt it, i call it ARIALANDone day must get down to writing it.-The other day i did something unexpected, i was talking to steph.so weird right, but guess i did anyways, and well, i'm glad i did. She sounds so untainted by exam stress! anyways. i was envying her for being to

I WANT

2009-04-13T02:59:00.001+08:00

I WANT 4.2 THIS SEM!!!!!!!APPLE CAN DO IT! HE WILL DO WHAT HE CAN!THIS IS TO REMIND HIMSELF NOT TO SLACK!!!HE SOUNDS LIKE A RETARDED GUY SHOUTING AT TEH TOP OF HIS VOICE AT A CLIFF BY THE SEA!My Love For You Is Like A Shiny Heart-Shaped Metaphor About The Sea4.2 THIS SEM!!!!!!ROAARRRRR!!!YEAH!peace.

MY ANKLE

2009-04-09T08:27:00.002+08:00

Dear ankle, Please heal.. dear ankle.. it hurt alot when you stopped all the dreams hat i had, i finally had a nice one. dear ankle, i don't know what i did wrong. i did not dance or do anything vigorous anymore. is it a curse? is it a haunting? or can someone please tell me why i deserve to go through this much physical pain? can someone please let me know why i deserve to go through this much

Black and Gold.

2009-04-03T01:52:00.002+08:00

First of all, OMG OMG OMG!!!!My fave choreographer is Keone Madrid, and his choreo to this song is fantastic! Black and Gold Choreo by Keone Madridthe song sings what i feel really.. take away the happiness surrounding most of the choreos for this song, its really quite an emo song. The lyrics are great and the emotions are real, and the beats are... WAH.Listen to it!sam sparro mp3 | sam sparro

I know how it feels

2009-03-29T21:37:00.002+08:00

羅志祥 - 搞笑I'm the Joker, i make the jokes.I am the life and the soul of the party..I but when the crowd dissipates..When people see me, they like to laugh and smile.they tell me they are always happy when i am around.but..Thank you Show, for singing this song.I know how it feels.

Thinking of you.

2009-03-16T22:11:00.002+08:00

Upon the Blossoms of NTU, i discovered i still think about you.i miss you.and the void in the heart is frosty. when the cold wind blew as the sight of these flowers took my breath away.i fell frozen, back into the vortex of all those memories. i miss you.I'm thinking of you

Thinking of you

2009-03-16T14:03:00.002+08:00

Katy Perry - Thinking of youComparisons are easily doneOnce you've had a taste of perfectionLike an apple hanging from a treeI picked the ripest oneI still got the seedYou said move on Where do I goI guess second bestIs all I will knowCause when I'm with himI am thinking of youThinking of you What you would do ifYou were the one Who was spending the nightOh I wish that IWas looking into your

Have you?

2008-12-14T01:44:00.002+08:00

Have you ever seen your mother cry?Have you ever seen your mother scold your father?Have you ever felt useless and poor?Have you ever felt alone?Have you ever wished that you could solve everything?Have you been disappointed with your father?Have you ever wondered why your father left you?Have you felt despairing disappointment?it sinks so low that you wonder who is that man that you were sired

Stupid Apple.

2008-12-14T00:08:00.003+08:00

I didnt think i would feel like this again. like a deep knot inside me... today my brother told me my dad finally filed for a divorce with my mum. and he apparently desires assets hat belongs to my mum how that even works i don't know.. and even if my mum gets the house, things are not the same..its not so much a problem solution thing for me. for i always thought i was cured from my family

it's here.

2008-11-24T02:09:00.001+08:00

When the exams are over, and the pressure subsides. when there's no need to keep everything inside. when there's no need to force yourself to be strong.when there's no need to pretend everything is fine.when there's no need to be best freshie anymore.when there's no need to be the joker in the class anymore.when there's no need to control the tears.the heartache will comeback again.the exams are

On exams.

2008-11-13T20:52:00.001+08:00

5 papers. 92 varying chapters. 18 books. 2 films. hundreds of terms. one pen. one fat and lonely hand. one broken heart.

i suddenly remember.

2008-11-07T01:04:00.001+08:00

a wave of emotion overwhelms me tonight.maybe cos i'm mugging something i studied in JC, Econs.and i think about money.and i think about all the times we took the first bus in the morning.first bus in the morning with bread for breakfast.for a solid few months she kept eating bread for breakfast and lunch.and i found it was to save money to buy me that expensive brown billabong bag.that bag which

OBAMA WINS!!!

2008-11-05T15:37:00.002+08:00

What began 21 months ago in depths of winter cannot end on this autumn night. Beautiful.. just beautiful.."This is Your Victory."Embedded video from CNN VideoHello, Chicago.If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight

So what is it?

2008-11-03T03:47:00.001+08:00

I just ran one of teh fastest five km in my entire life, and i have to thank my iphone and my good buddies chris and jon!!!haiz.. i had extra to steam to let out today...You know, i dunno if i ever had real love.Just because it did not last does not mean it was not real.Yet if it was real, it would stand the test of EVERYTHING. just like our councillors today..Going out with Them made me happy in

Thank you High School Musical 3

2008-10-26T01:51:00.001+08:00

i cried when i watched High School Musical 3.Do you know why?it was that scene where she stood out from the crowd.like that time her smile stood out at the padang.i cried when i watched High School Musical 3.It was when he went to her, and sang for her :Take my hand, take a breathPull me close and take one stepKeep your eyes locked on mine,And let the music be your guide.Won't you promise me (now

Bleeding Love

2008-10-25T03:53:00.002+08:00

I've been perplexed. mugging,troubling,fasting, thinking,brooding,feasting and evendancing.The only time i feel better is when i dance and now that MJ has to stop,i keep bleeding love.you cut me open, and i..

OMG!!! Must dance like them!

2008-10-14T03:36:00.002+08:00

[OFFICIAL] Body Rock 2008- Choreo Cookies

Thank You Grey's Anatomy S05E03

2008-10-11T03:43:00.001+08:00

I never healed when Kate Walsh left Grey'sI've never watched it the same way ever since.I never healed when there was no more Gao Xiao Xing DongI never healed when i gave up my A1 scienceI never healed when i knew Kurt Cobain diedI never healed when i learnt J.F Kennedy diedI never healed when ah ma leftI never healed when Xin Ning leftI never healed when Eileen liked me after i gave upI never

Be Bold

2008-10-10T00:42:00.001+08:00

Be BoldWhen we started out years agoWarmth ruled in our little householdWe cuddled and kisses would flowLove and passion were uncontrolled.But now I can no longer find the glowAll by myself I shiver in the coldWhen a knife cuts, tears and blood flowThis scar in my heart I’ll bear ‘till I’m old.I have to look ahead with courage, I knowLift my spirit and better days will unfoldNo one knows what the

On being a Romantic ELF

2008-10-09T17:08:00.001+08:00

it really gets harder and harder.its the lack of a sense of intimacy that i miss.. And life's been busy.. i'll concede.. but one look at my SMS inbox and i know.It's empty.and all this time away from a real relationship, my romanticism runs wild.and its just pent up romantic urges.i'm glad i know my feelings.but sometimes, this urges get so bad, and my inspiration comes and no for them to receive

I want to dance like them.

2008-09-27T02:24:00.004+08:00

I want to dance like them.this will be my motto for a long time.OK! So for those who know, i went to MJ chalet, thus the tiredness and shagness and sore throat.. and the craziest thing was how much fun it was!!! i was expecting fun, but not that much! and it was REALLY fun!!Surprise One: We had to break into different groups and there would be a junior's showcase on the second night!!Surprise Two

On Wishing You A Wonderful Birthday.

2008-09-25T22:04:00.001+08:00

Hi,I don't know from how and i don't know from when,that things have turned out the way they do.I want to thank you for trying to be the cheerful one,the one who wants to sms and the one who wants to smile.I'm not as strong as you.It's another year for you!and you're no longer a teenager!I don't know what will happen in future,but all i know is that what we had was something real.Something that

My Broken Hearted face.

2008-09-17T00:15:00.001+08:00

Why?

On The HSS Poet and The ADM Artist.

2008-09-16T04:37:00.004+08:00

So i was trying to read in jane's room again, avoiding the boring room that my room turns into when my roomie falls asleep.. and we started!So i wanted to draw something to ask her chillax!But she came back with the one on the right.Then i had to use my secret weapon i used in JC lit class! haha.. a method which irritated the hell outta everybody! Hee Hee...And it was here i thought i won the

Something about you.

2008-09-12T19:52:00.002+08:00

Its something aboutreading that you cried that makes me well up with emotion.Its something aboutknowing that you hurt and you had to do it all alone.Its something aboutme not being there to start the smile or "sayang" the pain.its something about all these that makes me cry.its something about the farm that we talked about thatmakes me cry again and again.and its wondering "what if" that breaks

On my pain.

2008-09-08T01:44:00.001+08:00

Don't be here for me when it hurts this time.Because you cannot be here for me the next time it hurts.And the time after the next.Through all the things I've been through,people have seen me as somebody,somebody who must be somebody,who can do all the things he does with no pain.The only solace in all my pain was you.And now that you're gone,I'm still waiting for you.But I will have to learn to

i am a...

2008-09-07T16:21:00.001+08:00

You Are the StorytellerYou have a way with words, and you love hearing yourself talk.You are at your best when you have an audience, and you can carry on a conversation with anyone.You are light hearted and fun - a natural entertainer. It's a side of you that you can't really turn off.You thrive on attention (perhaps a little too much), and you love applause.When you allow yourself to be serious,

OH FUCK

2008-09-04T03:22:00.001+08:00

I hurt my foot again.. SHIT. i'm damned scared now...

MODERN JAZZ

2008-09-02T22:50:00.001+08:00

Hi guys,I'm really sorry about this but through my carelessness, I missed some of your emails out when entering everyone's (though I was very sure I clicked everyone's! Not sure what happened...) But anyway, I'm really sorry for the misunderstanding! I only just realised it. So here's your long awaited email. Really so sorry everyone!! Sorry!!MelissaHi MJ babies, Firstly, CONGRATULATIONS!! You

On being broke.

2008-08-31T15:38:00.001+08:00

$240.00 on my Lieterature texts$200.00 on G mask for my Pro Pro$130.00 on Brother laserjet printer$55.00 on Hall Ball$40.00 on Kuan Wee's present$10.00 on Liang Ying's presentden i went and spoilt it all by doing something stupid$225.00 on New Balance Shoes.Haiz.Y I So Stupidmust make sure i run worth the money.then again, poverty comes to me in different forms.

NTU SOUP CHALLENGE

2008-08-18T01:46:00.001+08:00

40 kg3 kg per week.Soup as staple.Heart rate above normal."Just Keep Moving."-Beavan

Mugging in JE Library..

2008-08-17T16:54:00.001+08:00

So first had a bad nightmare last night.. haha! i hate my social nightmares! arrgh! Then i flew to Plaza Sing to change my G mask order! and Stupid Gabby lied to me that naz was angry, and this fat bozo here stupidly believed him and bought her lily (just like old times!)and after lunch i finally have space to Mug! Thank god for Pro Pro, studying's a little more fun and flashy..I'm sick of my

MY MACBOOK PRO

2008-08-14T19:10:00.001+08:00

Hello World! introducing Pro Pro~ This is my macbook pro and my scribefire! i'm really quite ecstatic to feel my very own macbook pro and i really wanna thank all those who gave me faith when i doubted buying it! People like pearlyn and richard who would help remind me it was the right choice that it was good! and it is! WAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA!!! nothing to say,Shiok.But.. after it all, it feels

Haiz.. so sweet..

2008-07-11T00:21:00.001+08:00

Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter, 'Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river.' The little girl said, 'No, Dad. You hold my hand.' 'What's the difference?' Asked the puzzled father. 'There's a big difference,' replied the little girl. 'If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances

What's your fave fruit?

2008-07-11T00:13:00.001+08:00

APPLE- If apple is your favorite fruit, you are an extravagant, impulsiveand outspoken person, often with a bit of a temper. While you may notbe the best organizer yourself, you make a good team leader and aregood at taking things forward. You can take quick action in mostsituations. You enjoy travel immensely. You ooze with charm when youare with your partner. You have an enthusiasm for life,

Rick Smolan: A girl, a photograph, a homecoming

2008-07-06T05:04:00.001+08:00

Photographer Rick Smolan tells the unforgettable story of a young Amerasian girl, a fateful photograph, and an adoption saga with a twist.I cried listening to this story.I've been really emo past few weeks.

On Camps! Yes We Can!

2008-07-02T21:25:00.001+08:00

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I got into BOTH HSS and CAC NTU FOC camps! I'm really thankful! i just need to settle the camp fees! haha.. now to see if my all time fear of the real world [ppl who judge me for my size] really comes true! i will be fun! i will try! haha.. OH yes.. its camp time!Did you know i bought TWO Barack Obama T-shirts! and i'm

On the Passion of Classical Music

2008-06-29T15:13:00.001+08:00

Benjamin Zander: Classical music with shining eyes I am inspired by this. really. and tears were filling up in my eyes.. anyone know the name of that Chopin piece?

On Pain

2008-06-27T12:00:00.001+08:00

I used to think pain, was something to endure and someone in pain was worth a courteous sympathetic frown. i would walk past, and of course preach from my high horse.but when it hurts to move that foot.when it hurts to not move that footthat pulsing throbbing pain. that ebbs through my veins up to my brainpounding with the vigour of my tired obese heart.it plagues my sleep.it haunts me awake and

Whaling in the Faroe Islands

2008-06-24T11:43:00.002+08:00

I was searching for something on Wikipedia and i found this. i haven't been moved by a photo for a really long time. this really impacted me.

An Acting Reporter

2008-06-23T23:22:00.001+08:00

I went and this test on Socionicsand i got boiled down to either reporter or actor and told to choose.The ReporterIf your type is ENFP a.k.a. Intuitive-Ethical Extratim "TheReporter", you are confident and concrete regarding your ability torecognise common tendencies and possibilities, creative and inventiveregarding how you feel about something or someone, delicate andinsecure regarding your

On Amanda's Party.

2008-06-21T04:29:00.001+08:00

So i've just wobbled back from amanda's birthday party, and i'm a little red, from the alcohol, and its nice to sip your good ol' tap water, and feel the alcohol draining away. i guess i'm not tipsy, but i am a little high.the night started off nicely, and in my opinion it was a fantastic outing. honestly. the food was great, and there was a very comfortable and kin atmosphere, which led me to

THE FIREFOX IS ON FIRE

2008-06-18T02:52:00.001+08:00

Say Hi to the cute little foxy on the right!Its firefox download day! and firefox already trumps all the other browser clients out there, and this new version with its search like intuitive address bar is scaring me at how powerful it is! transferring over is fine and dandy, and i'm testing out my scribefire everything works!as i was sharing with Jeffery,we're at a day and age where the power to

I Want to Dance

2008-06-15T23:42:00.001+08:00

I have no desire to prove anything by it. I have never used it as an outlet or a means of expressing myself. I just dance.-Fred AstaireIts that simple burning desire to move your body to the flow and the rhythm of something greater than the music. that thing that tells youI Want to Dance

On The Truth

2008-06-14T00:45:00.001+08:00

If u love something...let it go. If it comes back to you its yours.... If it doesn't then it never was.

Again and again.

2008-06-10T23:26:00.001+08:00

iPhone 3G, Mac OS X Snow Leopard.Apple Mac Music Video

on the crux

2008-06-10T18:14:00.002+08:00

Do i have a right to want someone who does not care and does not mind?Do I?

RESPECT

2008-06-08T04:12:00.001+08:00

Trisia's Choreography to "Low" OMG!!! i wanna LEARN!!!!!!!!(ankle please heal)

On Vitamin M

2008-06-07T00:03:00.001+08:00

I want my Macbook Proi want my iPhonei want to stay in hostel.i want to buy my lit texts and not just photocopy them.i want a decent lifestylei know that nobody owes me any of thesethe only reason i'm not having them is not because my family is poornot because my dad is poor(remember his new maroon mercedes?)not because my mum just got retrenchednot because me and bro cost alot(remember how his

On funny thoughts

2008-06-05T23:52:00.001+08:00

I really haven't blogged in a while.. this new pace of working life, you know only going to work and just plain teaching in terms of just giving remedials to my students i think they really like it and i am EXTREMELY enticed again to teach.. and watching my brother get that MOETA really helps me go into the spite mode cos i really really feel i can be a good teacher.. but i should be do something

I'm yours :)

2008-05-05T18:55:00.006+08:00

Apple was secretly trying to change his layout thats similar to mine to give me a surprise.. but due to his not-so-powderful html skills, he sorta gave it a break despite having already spend a lot of time on the messy html codes... It was really sweet of him to try to do something he's not familiar with :) Plus he has been one of the busiest and most hardworking person on earth having to teach,

On nightmares

2008-04-27T01:23:00.002+08:00

Ever had nightmare and you woke up in sweat?ever had a nightmare and you woke up and you were glad it didnt happen?well. i just had a nightmare where i woke up and cried.You know the ones that make you wake up and cry are the worst.also because they're not some wierd fantasy thats not going to happen. its something thats a dream, where you go through a process you know happened, or will happen.

On Jane Goodall

2008-04-21T00:56:00.002+08:00

"Jane Goodall, dubbed by her biographer "the woman who redefined man,"."-Ted.comThis lady was the one who first started research on chimpanzees, and hear her powerful talk from the 2003 Ted talks. Jane Goodall: What seperates us from the apes?Thank you Doctor Jane.

On a Salute to Bill Stone

2008-04-20T23:35:00.004+08:00

OK. I must say, go to www.ted.comas and when you can.. If you want your average, mass media friendly grade of intellectual deficient mush of Human decrement, with gems of gold, diamonds and divine amongst the vomit, go to youtube.comi was surfing, and i hate myself for it, how i just discovered ted.com, and seriously. seriously.Ideas worth spreading doesn't really do justice to its function. for

OMG

2008-04-12T01:37:00.001+08:00

Check it out!Powered By Favorite Sex ToysOh Yeah! and the average is $232.26 per hour.Yeah~

A Beautiful Mess

2008-04-10T00:14:00.004+08:00

I'm Stuck on this song.And it loops and echoes and resonates. And it never slows down.And my Psyche takes in its Poetic Nuances.Poetic.Jason Mraz - A Beautiful MessYou've got the best of both worldsYou're the kind of girl who can take down a man then lift him back up againYou are strong but you're needed, humble but you're greetedAnd based on your body language and shotty cursive I've been

CRAZY UNCLE

2008-04-08T04:46:00.002+08:00

This uncle very crazy! I know two consecutive videos on a post is dumb, but hell. had to show y'all this.Siao. I love him! =)

On Singing.

2008-04-08T04:39:00.002+08:00

Been surfing youtube till now. i have the worst throat ever, but i'm glad i had it so that i could have the time to see so many nice songs! and artists!And i wanna say Jason Mraz rocks!Amazing.

On Lazing Around.

2008-03-31T09:19:00.001+08:00

Its been a while i havent felt like this for a long time.So i slept late on friday night(not really, since it was just 1-2 am.)and i did not sleep tight.i woke up the next day, and the most significant thing i did that day was movie and lunch with Pearlyn.and i slept at 10.at 10. WHO SLEEPS AT 10 on a saturday?Which led me to wake up at 5.Woohoo! wanted to go simlim, but couldnt anymore,and then,

I'm like a bird

2008-03-05T23:14:00.001+08:00

This is an official invasion into Apple's blog! :)Apple will be away for 2 camps, from...6-8 March, &10-12 March.And... flying to Taipei with a group of hot bachelors on March 13! ^^Cheers!

OMG

2008-03-04T22:25:00.001+08:00

My Fav Joke from JC and sec 4!

On Reading.

2008-03-01T15:27:00.002+08:00

Many students have asked us why they need to buy books to read. Some even say that reading is boring. i agree that some texts can be dry in sustaining the reader, but look at this, and you will start to really see just one of the many ways on how reading can help you. =)Reading Helps.

On a leap year day.

2008-03-01T12:02:00.001+08:00

Ok, so i just woke up and i want to reflect on this leap year. Its a year that only comes every 4 years, and it will be the only February 29th. so yeah.I was in Mrs. B's class, and really remembered the old times, where she would blast us for having lousy grades. and she got the class to do some reflections, and well as a teacher, i still did, so i sat quietly at the back writing with the

Amazing

2008-02-29T00:47:00.001+08:00

I normally don't blog this often, but really with the ease of this scribefire, i really want to say THANK YOU! you have made blogging for me just so so so easy. i have really always found blogging with the stigma that it was troublesome as i always had to go log in and blog, now with scriefire. blogging will never be the same for me again. ok..First toodles to JJ! i think that JJ has grown alot

Testing

2008-02-28T13:07:00.001+08:00

Alright! Scribefire blogging on Firefox portable for OS X!!

Testing one Two three.

2008-02-27T22:52:00.001+08:00

I'll SAY! scribe faire really scribes like fire.. i really like how i can just blog and type this in my browser as this is happening! OMg. i'm surfing and i click a button and i'm bloggging le! yeah. in UNI this should make blogging so much easier with out having to go to blogger.com.. ok la.. just wanna chat till here..I WILL BE GOING TAI WAN AGAIN! =)

On Change.

2008-02-04T14:43:00.000+08:00

Barack Obama - Yes We Can.Black Eyed Peas' will.i.am's music video inspired by Barack Obama's message of hope.Yes We Can!¡Sí, Se Puede!It was a creed written into the founding documents that declared the destiny of a nation.Yes we can.It was whispered by slaves and abolitionists as they blazed a trail toward freedom.Yes we can.It was sung by immigrants as they struck out from distant shores and

I am...

2008-01-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

Your mind is never at rest.You are continually striving to influence all those about you. You have some excellent ideas but you persist in trying to persuade others just how great your ideas really are. Maybe you are trying too hard. Take it easy - remember, 'Everything comes to those who wait'.You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a

On Relationships.

2008-01-21T14:27:00.000+08:00

i dunno.i really dunno le.

On Singers.

2007-12-17T02:44:00.000+08:00

HADY MIRZA WON ASIAN IDOL!!!Okay. i'm shocked. i'm laughing. i'm amazed. and as much as the next wet blanket Singaporean says that he does not deserve it(as i ave reading online forums so far), i think he deserves it.and i dare you to say you did not smile when you saw him win. =)and since we're on singers, i want to share with you,Connie Talbot!A voice of an Angel from a six year old girl! she

Fuck You mum.

2007-12-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

When i keep quiet and let you shout,it's for filliality.When i stop what i'm doing and walk away,it's for respect.When i turn off the TV and stop watching something i really want to,it's for me to take a step back.When i walk away and let you rant,it's for me to let you cool down.When i let you rant and try to weasel your logic like an idiot,it's me trying to give you benefit of a doubt.When i

right?

2007-12-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

I dun understand why it never works out.I don't understand why people around me keep breaking up.And after seeing them, i work even harder.and yet, its not working out.i dun understand why even if i try, it doesn't work.So i try harder.But i try and i try.Really,i try and i try.and i try again.and still it doesn't work.I'm Trying.That's gotta count for something. right?right?

Fight Club

2007-11-10T19:54:00.001+08:00

I finally saw Char and swee yesterday! its fantastic.. and there's nothing like it! being given A second chance.. Walking into the pizza place was like .. wa SCARY.. i've never been that scared except for taking my A levels! haha.. thanks char for calming me down.. i really must thank both of them for giving me a chance i do not deserve. I'll try to not cock up again.ALSO, i couldn have gone

Back from Taiwan

2007-11-08T00:20:00.000+08:00

I'm Back!Yes.. FIRSTLY. i want to thank Pearlyn. Dear thank you for being such an angel.. you really really really really helped me get back in singapore.. and this time i feel so loved. from picking me up from the airport, to helping me unpack to spending a day with me, to dragging me to watch that wonderful movie.. listening to my stories and adventures, fascinate at my pictures. DEAR. thank

Going To Taiwan!

2007-10-10T08:57:00.000+08:00

OK! i've packed my bags! and i'm ready to go!Hmmz.. for my ord trip i feeling a bit sian.. BUT NVM!IT FEELS GREAT!i'll be in Taiwan till the 061107! so take care all!Ciao!

On a Stupid Boss

2007-09-28T09:29:00.000+08:00

Never mind, that i have to take it all,never mind that i've been working like a slave,that i've always been there always,that i've been dilligent, and pious.THAT i don't take offs and leaves.that you come up with stupid ideas, and directions,that i have to protect you when everyone questions you.that you don't give me recognition, just more work.More, and more, and then when your shit hits the

On a Friday.

2007-09-15T02:44:00.000+08:00

OK. i took off for today. and i'm proud of how things went at work. harish is depedable as usual and wilson asked an inquisitive question. i'm going to ORD soon. i want to, and feel weird, cos i need to get thrown out of my comfort zone again. HECK! survival of the flexiblest!Then today i went out with ben. he's going into the army and so i wanna say good luck bro! you're honest trustworthy and

Maybe

2007-09-14T02:32:00.000+08:00

Maybe i should be different. maybe i should be better.i was told to be me. i was loved as me.but why does being me hurt so much..Have you ever felt a heart break? its not a thing of the mind, but of the heart.A feeling.Only felt.

Hey hey hey!

2007-09-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey! i went to buy two new babies!a new Meizu M6 8GB player!And a new Seagate FreeAgent Go! ^^hee new techs..And most important of all! Today pearlyn came with me to my grandma's place!she's old with a walker and with an urine bag.. she's got a loud mouth and i still love her!and of course!i love my dear! thank you for coming to my granny's placeand coodles to Auntie Annie! teach pearlyn

The Biggest Loser

2007-09-01T03:11:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna have a biggest loser competition with pearlyn. as of 010907 03:12, i'm 118.2..Bring it on..95 by xmas! ^^

On last minute changes.

2007-08-19T17:44:00.000+08:00

How many dates are we going to miss? *sigh*

Thank you Pearlyn!

2007-08-09T16:37:00.000+08:00

OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so after so many trials and complains, and sharing with even my poly friends who did programming (shame on you KC, Ben and Khair, =x),PEARLYN FIXED MY TAGBOARD!so as a reward.. actually mine too! dear this is dedicated to you!A SEXY video by one of OUR Fav artistes..Justi Timberlake's W9 Concert in Paris!Online Videos by Veoh.com

GOING TO JARKARTA~

2007-06-12T21:43:00.001+08:00

OK!I'm going to jarkarta tml! yeah! nice to see gabby in camp today! so happy.. muahahah.. hee.. anyways..i MISS KHAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!he's re-igniting my flames in electronics techno jargon-filled items! arrgh!i'll be flying to indo and be back on sunday night.. haiz.. book in on monday morning!and yeah! my bro likes brainiac too! gonna watch

The complexity of waiting.

2007-06-10T02:17:00.000+08:00

The complexity of waiting is extremely, extremely, extremely... well... complex.a few more months to ORD. that few more book outs, and that few more book ins.and 'm still waiting, waiting, to squeeze my ass and start exercising.i will start swimming, start dieting. i will start doing what actually bother to type.what i actually bother to lie and pledge to this vast internet archive.its scary,

Dislocated ankle, injured ligament. Scars of the obese. ouch.

2007-06-02T04:24:00.000+08:00

Hello.i hurt my ankle. i dont understand really how it happened, but it happened.. i believe it was the basketball math i had last sunday, cos the next morning the real pain came in.. it was very difficult.. and very pain. luckily my dad took me to the sinsei to put the ankleback in place, but still haha.. the ligament's injured.. and the acupuncture needles sure helped in getting me to camp..

APPLE iPHONE

2007-05-16T13:26:00.000+08:00

I want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>.

Good bye

2007-04-11T03:41:00.000+08:00

I'll be in taiwan from11th april to 5th mayi miss you already. please take care when i'm gone.i love you.i love you..if you read this please tag, so i know who has read this. (means who got come see mewhen i'm gone)i really hope to be able to do my job well and properly.. well here goes! ^^*dunno what to get for cousin's 21 bday! arrgh!

TAIWAN

2007-04-08T01:16:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY..I'm going Taiwan!!!!!i'm gonna miss everyone!i hope that you will rem me when i'm gone!i'll be leaving on the 11th of April 200712:00 pm at Changi!haha.. you dun have to send me off.. just let you know when i'm gone..Its gonna be a long three and a half weeks..i will miss..PearlynPearlynMy Council!Facilittor Gang!04a3Vicknesh!Ben!Lakopi!Siew Ee!Ming Ming!Mummy!My bro!S'por Food! (they

Kong Xu

2007-03-21T07:04:00.000+08:00

Ever watched the latest Hong Kong blockbuster movie, Protege?it rocks.it brought me on a thrill ride, fantastic acting esp from the hot junkie mama, intense scene, strong conflicting emotions, and leaving the audience with a last fleeting suggestion of a motive for doing drugs. emptiness.yes it is scary.. very scary.. and right now i'm feeling it..empty.i'm being an imbecile from the way i treat

2007-02-17T23:32:00.001+08:00

hi miss A-mei..How many songs do you know can touch you like this? =)cnt get it outta my head now. haha.誰還記得　是誰先說永遠的愛我以前的一句話　是我們以後的傷口過了太久　沒人記得當初那些溫柔我和你手牽手　說要一起走到最後我們都忘了　這條路走了多久心中是清楚的　有一天　有一天都會停的讓時間說真話　雖然我也害怕在天黑了以後　我們都不知道會不會有遺憾誰還記得　是誰先說永遠的愛我以前的一句話　是我們以後的傷口過了太久　沒人記得當初那些溫柔我和你手牽手　說要一起走到最後我們都累了　卻沒辦法往回走兩顆心都迷惑　怎麼說　怎麼說都沒有救親愛的為什麼　也許你也不懂兩個相愛的人　等對方先說找分開的理由誰還記得愛情開始變化的時候我和你的眼中　看見了不同的天空走的太遠　終於走到分岔路的路口是不是你和我

Valentine's day.

2007-02-15T05:42:00.000+08:00

i'm an idiot for not having watched Shakespeare in Love yet.. i will.. because i was surfing and one of the quotes really moved me,when saying to William Shakespeare,Viola De Lesseps says,"I love you, Will, beyond poetry."=)i like. DEAR WE HAVEN WATCHED DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!whose fault?

Fei Lun Hai..

2007-02-08T01:55:00.000+08:00

I must be turning GAY~ haha.. cos i actually think these guys are very handsome..haha.. but seriously, in love with the lyrics of this song.. check out the chorus.. i put it there.I believe in how much a guy can love a girl.how he can give everything,and still choose to do so.i believe..微笑　再美　再甜　不是妳的　都不特別眼淚　再苦　再鹹　有你安慰　又是晴天靠的　再進　再貼　少了擁抱　就算太遠全世界只對你［妳］有感覺玩的　再疯　再野　妳瞪一眼　我就收斂馬路　再寬　再遠　只要你牽　就很安全我會　又乖　又黏

Waiting for you.

2007-01-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

金色的舞鞋伴著音樂 Baby妳的眼睛是一灣深邃的湖水而忽明忽滅隱藏不可思議的美讓我暈眩在懸崖邊誰知一睜眼就不見Waiting for you I'm waiting for youWaiting for you kiss me at the night 為何妳Cinderella 留給我一望無際的思念 Waiting for you I'm waiting for youWaiting for you come here to my dream 牽著妳不斷旋轉一直到黑髮變成了銀線 Waiting for you Waiting for you 直到永遠I in a whirl, and i am broken.and i miss and want back the old times,

OMG! My Love.

2007-01-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

OMG! Forget the fact that i've been trying to get this song outta my HEAD!!!BUT NOW I CNT GET THE DANCE VIDEO OUTTA MY MENTAL RETINA!!!!!!!!!!!OMG! My Love.HELP!!! i want the mp3 for this video version!!!!Anyone has it can send me!?

2007-01-07T15:23:00.000+08:00

I was browsing on Jeremy's site! AND I SAW FE HAS IT TOO!i checked it out! and viola! ahhahahahhahahah.... Oh behave! oh behave!

2007-01-07T15:11:00.000+08:00

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